Growth

My dream. My goal. If I don't begin, I will never succeed. I am finally dreaming while awake. I love how growth never ends. Each day I become more and more of the person that I restrained without cause. As I grow, I prune away the dead and dying failures, hinderances, and insecurities. I want … Continue reading Growth

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Holding back

If I am completely honest with myself, I can honestly say that I am a big liar. I lie about my strength, abilities, comforts, security, and stability. I don't say "No" nearly as much as I should. I am a very complex chameleon that doesn't like drama, upsetting people, or rippling the pool but does … Continue reading Holding back

The Farce of Contemporary Hip-Hop

Contemporary hip-hop is as fake as a square two-cent penny and everyone is trying to spend that crap on a Furby. I don't listen to the radio anymore. I hate hearing the lyrics so simple, vulgar, and pointless that either have the words are censored or a two-year old can sing the entire song like … Continue reading The Farce of Contemporary Hip-Hop

A new beginning

Beginnings are frightening.  Gloriously, joyfully, frightening. A little over a week ago, I wrote about how hope is temporary. (Link posted below.) Well, here's an update. I have my new beginning. I am venturing out into the great unknown. I am at the precipice of one path and preparing to jump the Great Divide. I … Continue reading A new beginning

Writing Calms the Qualm

Sometimes I want to just be free of responsibilities, duties, obligations, and worries. I want to feel light and airy, I want to be a souffle. I want to rise every day and be free to meditate, simmer and stew in my own thoughts and daydreams. I get my best ideas from my daydreams. Remember that … Continue reading Writing Calms the Qualm

Collaboration

I like being in charge, but I will gladly relinquish control of a situation to someone capable of making it work. Most importantly, I will relinquish control to a higher power. Lately, I haven't been as close to God as I want to be. I haven't relinquished control out of want and desire.  I established … Continue reading Collaboration

Southern Comfort

Unless preoccupied in the thoughts of my dream world, I always greet people with a smile. I was raised that way. Regardless of how society feels about salutations and respect, I say Ma'am and Sir. There is always room in the inn and food in the fridge. I was raised by a very hospitable family. I … Continue reading Southern Comfort